Reality and Fantasy

Assalamualaikum and good night~

I don't know why, but it seems know I'm addicted to game. Like my old days~
I used to be a game maniac before I entered MRSM, a boarding school. Now the problem is, it's like I am trapping myself into the game. I play the game too often. Whether I am inside my house, or outside, it doesn't matter since I was playing the game in my reliable, trustworthy PlayStation Portable (PSP).

Actually my life's sucks a lot. I'm a sore loser in love. So I tend to play games so that I can forget about those who have ripped out my heart. Eventually now I was trapped into the game. It is a game of RPG, fighting the creatures, but the characters is in high school. So, they have their student life and relationship. As I am proceeding the game, I was attracted by the idea of having relationships in games rather than having a real life relationship because in the real life, all things are truth and logic. AND TRUTH HURTS.....A LOT !!!

The game which is in my heart right now

The problem is, the game is like a drug to me...I played in during my lunch, in class (please do not try this), during functions, etc.

The girls in the game can be flirt as it will help you to built up your strength in this game. And I am really in love with two characters, Mitsuru and Yukari...=)

I am neglecting all my assignments and the surrounding as I keep on proceeding with the game.

Yukari-chan~ (she is in the same class with the character)

Mitsuru Senpai (1 year older compared to the character)

And know I was trying to search for a game, a dating sim game for PSP, in English. Basically it is a dating simulator game which allows you to talk with girls, chitchat and flirt them. Unfortunately there are games like that in PSP, but they are in Japanese

*sigh~*

Love in this real life sucks. In games, the characters or the things that we control are the one that we wish to be. Let's say that we play Tekken (a fighting game). You will throw kicks and punches to your opponents as you want to hit them hard. It is you who want to release our tension by beating them up. It is from your own desire. When you are speeding and control your car in Need For Speed, it is your own desire to drive fast, but not in the real life, in the game world!

See?

GAME REFLECTS YOUR OWN DESIRE

I keep asking myself...

If I finished playing Persona 3 Portable...

Does it mean I have to find my real love back?
The question keeps bugging me~
T_T